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Cinderella Love's Journey♥1/2

2011-06-14T19:11:00.011+08:00

Hey there! This will be my last two posts here,I'm going to end the blog after this. Why? Will be answer it on my last post. Around halfyear I din't update my blog,everything alright people?

Still the same,today I'm going to continue my love story.

Cinderella have been together with her loved one year ago,there's so miracle that they can be together for so long.Congratulation Cinderellla,finally you arrived the halfway of your love's journey. Well done baby! How amazing were my love..He knew how important he mean to me,dont you my dear? His true heart was so touched,he make me fall in love with him deep and deeply. 一次又一次的感动我,最后无法自拔.
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太深,回头太难.

My love,my soul.

First diary of 2011♥

2011-01-04T17:54:00.012+08:00

Look! He is cute.

Hmm..suddenly think to write something about him.

He is my loved - AW YONG HIEW JUN.

We have been together for 7 months ago.

Time pass quickly..it's hard to walk until this moment.

This man were accompany me for long time ago.

No matter happy or sad, any happened..he's always there for me.

I am happy to found you, you know?

Yes..we're always argue,once and once.

But it's just because of we care about this relationship and loves this relationship.

And it's sure and of course we've try to give up for so many times.

I hope no one will spoil or can spoil our love.

At last: I LOVE YOU.

Happy 7 Months Anniversary & Merry Christmas

2010-12-26T15:44:00.005+08:00

Hello peeps! How's your Christmas? How about me?
*Be with my heart for whole day long.
I'm lazy to tell, so..have a look with photo below okay?
By the way Happy Belated Merry Christmas :)

DECEMBER ♥ First Post

2010-12-23T13:53:00.015+08:00

Hey, I am here again. Sorry for long time didn't update my blog.
I am busy working nowadays. So..here I go..

Christmas is coming around and also my 7 months anniversary. I am going to give a surprise to my beloved baby and I hope I'll have a great Christmas and anniversary celebration with him. I bought him a ring as his Christmas present on last week, and I lied him that I am going to work but actually I put the ring on infront of his house and hiding on behind of his house. At last of course he's very surprised and he scared me too! Haha..he is cute :D So..guys, just wait and see what will be happen on 25 December 2010. Will be continue blogging on 26 December.
Hmm..I lost my Blackberry on 19/12/2010 (Sunday), sad case and I am cried like hell. Finally I get myself a new phone. GUESS WHAT?! I get myself a Iphone 4. I'm still noob for playing this, I'll try my best to learn it.

Thank you for reading :)

Can't you hear my heart was crying?

2010-11-11T00:52:00.010+08:00

I am your girlfriend! Your love, your life, your everything! That's what you told me always and always.. You told me I am important to you, but what did you to prove me? I am your everything? I can't believe that. HER! How important she is? How dare you asked me why I argue with you because of her? You know what Mr.AwYong..I gave you evrything. Yes,I did!
But it make me disappointed within this half year.. Three times.. three times!! How could I bear this and pretend like nothing?

Do remember, I am the one and only who accompany you while moody.
Do remember, I am the one and only who cried with while you're crying.
Do remember, I am the one and only who always share any happened with.
Do remember, I am the one and only who hug you always.
Do remember, I am the one and only who sleep beside you.
Do remember, I am the one and only who kiss you.
Do remember, I am the one and only who worried about you.
Do remember, I am the one and only who always said: 'I love you' with.
Do remember, I am the one and only who in your life now.
Do remember, I am the one and only who care about you.
I gave you everything..everything..
But why......

我的爱,我的一切.

2010-11-09T18:43:00.006+08:00

时间过得好快
我和他呀快半年了
问题沒停止过
是时间久了要求高了吗?
还是自己太完美主义?
我不知道
心情就像下着倾盆大雨

故意一个星期不见
想让彼此冷一些,想让一切淡一些
好让问题少一些
想要一个人..靜一靜
親爱的,这几天的你过得还好吗?

Hello Peeps :)

2010-11-03T21:23:00.005+08:00

Long time never come and update.
Here to say thanks for everyone who attending my birthday party, cause you make it became perfect. About you king kong! What you had said it's okay. I FORGIVE YOU! Just like what AwYong had said: 这世界上有人会喜欢你也有人会不喜欢你.

最近我和你越是靠近就越是冷漠
发生了很多事情
我们也淡了
我沒有说
但是
我有多么想放弃
你知道吗

这一刻

2010-08-17T21:01:00.004+08:00

昨天他抱着了我
向我訴說那些在我心里而沒告訴他的一切
他說对不起
他,流淚
我沒什么特別大的反应
只是拍拍他的背
說了 ' 我知道, sam jiu la '
我真的了解
所以我那天沒有发他脾气
不然现在的结論不会是-諒解
用心的感受
就像我說的,
I really don't know how to prove my love to you, really don't know how to show you
不是每天把我爱你放在嘴边就是很爱你的
But I know you already feel the love earlier

*我看了你的部落
感触特別多
謝謝一路以来的陪伴
一直以来扮演重要的角色
謝謝你,耹听者
:)

自我安慰

2010-08-12T21:36:00.005+08:00

.
這就是他的工作
晚上就会陪不了你
應酬难免会有
偶尔玩得瘋顛
但他从未想过要忽略你
你應該试着去接受
宝贝你就別埋怨那么多
他还有很多东西要煩
你就別再讓他煩你的事情了
快去向他道歉吧

*或许你时常都会覚得我很情绪化很无理取闹
但是你必須了解
我是不会沒理由而生气你的

最後

2010-08-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

他說我變了

其實我沒有

只是經過那次以後對他諸多挑剔了

我并沒有為難他

我只是把我一直以來不滿的事情都告訴了他

我并不知道這是好事還是壞事

我只知道我再不讓他知道我們就完了

從一開始就給了我太多太多的誓言

讓我對他有著太多太多的期望

到最後給的只是等待

我不想我的他和他們都一樣

因為我覺得他不會也不是

但他未免也讓我太失望了吧

我要的真的并不多

我只想他偶爾陪我逛逛街,吃吃飯,對我撒點嬌,陪陪我,關心我

讓我們的感情穩一些溫一些

但我好像又做錯了

我以後不關了

不會再這麼的在意

你以後這麼對我,做什麼,去哪里,我都不關了

Happy Birthday To Babe DANIELY

What about now

2010-07-30T06:32:00.011+08:00

一夜沒睡,

沒為了什麼..

就是不想睡.

今天沒上學,

但沒出門.

只想靜一靜,

你們玩的開心點吧.

我真的沒事,

就只是對他有點失望.

不想再提起他

I am not a trash, baby don't simply throw and pick it up.

When I found my love, I started happy, start looking forward, the anxiety began to start the sentimental, the pain began. . . Rather I do not find my love, I want to be better.

The End

2010-07-29T21:11:00.004+08:00

我終于領教到這一切

他說我不甘寂莫

他說我只想人陪

他說我不適合拍拖

他說我不愛他

他終于

還是罵了我

就連這一刻

我一句話都沒說過

不是因為我沒話反搏

只是那時候的我被氣得話塞在喉嚨里

只是那時候的我接受了他所說的一切

我知道

他已累了

我以後都不會在那麼任性了

對不起

你走吧

第６６天

我們結束了

祝我分手快樂

倒流

2010-07-27T00:55:00.001+08:00

我在錯的時間遇上了對的人

你說得對

沒有東西會是完美的

I should proud of it not blame on it

應該開心才對

我不知道我們可以走多長的路

但我總抱著希望

*你也就別想太多了

讓她走了就讓它過去吧

你還有我

有什麼事可以告訴我

我累了

2010-07-26T00:30:00.003+08:00

下雨天沖冷水涼就只有一句話可以形容﹣冷上加冷

沒把頭發吹干的我现在已經賴在床上開著冷氣

沒什麼,只想生一場病讓自己可以好好休息

這幾天真的很累,想逃

謝謝咖啡陪伴

是時候學習獨力

是我太過依賴

我呀,被禁足了

必須呆在家裡

你們都是為了安全起見,都是為了我好才這麼做

我了解,真的都知道

我也不想被擔心

我會乖的

我和他他和他

2010-07-25T00:15:00.016+08:00

我的直覺告訴我

我的世界很快就毀滅

該遇上的事總會遇上

我應該坦然接受

我們無法和平

你衝著我來

我無法逃

一了百了我做不到

我只能和你拼了

這一刻的我并不害怕

如果結論不過如此

那朋友們請你用心看完我這一篇文章

太多事還沒來得及去做

請你們要好好的保重身體

沒做過什麼偉事

惹的麻煩可是一大堆

最後自己大便由別人來掃

我现在不是想听見: ' 沒事,我在這. '

不是想要一個擁抱

不是想要一句安慰

更不是一句可以讓我定下來的話

心情就像等死

找不到人听我訴說

大家都在擔心時

我就像個逃兵

只能閉上眼睛

忍住泪

别哭泣

Guys, take care. When time make you hard someone is always there for you. Don't worry be happy, God will bless you.

Happy 2months anniversary my lovely

自我篇

2010-07-24T12:52:00.015+08:00

今天我想写写自我篇

我

性格難搞,挑剔,脾氣不好,任性,很自我,喜歡把每件事情都把自己設為中心.直率,有时候我的直率会伤害到别人. 討厭一個人,而我现在卻一個人坐在女仆咖啡廳写著我的部落. 一個人看電影, 一個人回家,一個人吃飯, 做著一切我以前想都沒想過的事,一個人在逃避.

现在的我生活過得很好

有個十分體貼對我很好的男友

偶爾對他發點小脾氣

對他撒嬌

對他耍賴

非常幸福

應該知足

生活真的過得還不錯

真的不想再被誰打擾

人.獸

2010-07-23T20:28:00.015+08:00

人呀,總會長大. 總會隨著时间..慢慢改变. 總會為自己的需要尋找同纇. 總是被利用後才會醒悟. 經一事,長一智. 這一點呀,我真的看得很開. 只是我一直都學不會. 可能是我還接受不了. 我沒怪過你們當我是傻瓜,而是要谢谢你們讓我長大. 我终于很慶興的發覺,原來我只有一個朋友. 他,會從這一刻开始看著我長大,陪著我完成每個階段,和我一起走過接下來的每一关. 而那人就是你. / AYHJ. Don't misunderstanding baby, I am not treat you as my friend. It's just because I realized that I just have you now. I just got you to make me feel I am safe.

谢谢你

*P/S: 最近愛上用華語來写部落. 覺得只有華語才能表達我自己. 這樣才能显出我好文彩嘛 :D

wy,yaml..iwd

2010-07-20T22:47:00.008+08:00

Cheating me, don't let me know. Once you let me know about it, I swear to god you'll regret it ever. 不是不懂,而是想看看你的演技. 你心機太重, 我太單純. I'm trust in you always, but you spoil it once and once again. I was too disappointed with you. 你再也得不到我的信任. Why you chose to harm me..你為什麼說謊

I know you know

2010-07-17T14:19:00.006+08:00

I just like to pretend that I don't care however what's going on, but actually you know I am fucking care.

對不起,我不擅長表達我自己.

我愛你，不是一句問候語

2010-07-14T16:41:00.017+08:00

別和我說話

我不想說話

我只是不想被打擾

我不想因為我的情緒影響到我們的關係

寶貝對不起，

我証明不了我有多愛你。

別讓他看見妳有多難過

*我愛你不是愛給別人看

I think you could save my life

2010-07-13T16:49:00.008+08:00

Don't ask what's wrong / What happened to me

我沒事，只是有點想不通。我想要靜一靜，給我一點時間和空間。不必擔心，我會好好照顧自己。

AYHJ, I'll be fine, give me some time. Just so you know I won't break my promise and I won't leave you. I'm so sorry for I never inform you anything and just turn off my phone. I know it's very mou gao dai, but please, this will be the last time I did it. Sorry for this morning I get angry on you. Take care, no worries

Sweet Day

2010-07-04T00:23:00.013+08:00

3 July 2010

Today with dear brought Johnson to pet shop having hair cut. Look, he look slim now. :DD

I'm lazy to update my blog actually, ishh. Recently argue dengan sayang ku, almost break up. But now be alright. Someone make me be very averse to her. And I don't know why, but I'm just fucking dislike her attitude, I don't want to comment about it. Really hate it. Just leave it, she isn't affect to me at all actually. Erm..I'm going to Hong Kong and China on 5th September, will be leave Malaysia for 12days. But I will bring my baby netbook there. Just that one week not going to on Facebook, cause China got no Facebook, they've bar the site. So if anything happen need to find me through Msn, but if you don't mind it's expensive you can call me. Haha. Lazy to continue, continue by tomorrow. See you, guys. :)

Monday♥

2010-06-21T20:51:00.006+08:00

Alright..two weeks holiday has past. Today is Monday, school reopen. But I'm still revel in holiday mood. May I have a longest holiday?? Please! Johnson's skin is being okay now, change lot. It's better than the first day. But the stupid keep licking the wound. Plan to bring him having hair cut on this Friday or Saturday. But the wound haven't be fine. So I think I should bring him go to the pet shop on next week. And, I miss you so much AW YONG HIEW JUN. Miss you like crazy, this is the fifth day we never meet up. I'm just waiting for the weekend. My dear promised to bring me movie. :)

*I'm really don't know how to be a perfect girlfriend. I'm trying my best to be..

JOHNSON♥

2010-06-18T15:18:00.011+08:00

Just now brought Johnson to visit doctor. I thought it's just small case, he is just hair fall. But after the doctor gave him an injection (paralyzant), make him fall asleep and shave a part of his hair, then I saw...erm..look like mosquito bite right? He have skin problem. Maybe the shampoo isn't suitable for him or anything else. Spent rm200 for the medical costs. First time I carry a doggie that I hate the most, and he is 10kg some more. Next week must bring him go to pet shop and having hair cut, he look ugly now. A part of hair were lost. Hahaha. Now he is awake, but still look blur. I hope he can get will soon.

Thank You

2010-06-17T23:12:00.005+08:00

So many things come out from my mind now. Totally understand what the fuck that you are thinking. Congratulation, you done, you won. Totally feel that you are son of the bitch. You are just a bastard!! Everything will be end tonight. I will not miss anything about you anymore. I will not because of you argue with my boy anymore. I will not because of you cry at the night anymore. Here..I need to say thank you for all my ex boyfriend, even you my dear. Thanks for teaching me what is love, thanks for teaching how to love. I didn't and I won't think too much. Serious, I'm happy and watching world cup now. Greece 2-1 now. Sweet dreams people. :)

I don't want to miss a thing, but I did

2010-06-13T15:36:00.006+08:00

I found it in my computer. I thought I already clean all. So sorry for I gonna sad for this and remind about him again. It's been two years ago, full of memories about me and him. It's hard to lie myself that I don't miss him. I know what should I do.. I'm forcing myself to thinking about my dear now. I know you are trying your best to replace him. Thanks for giving me time to forget.

Dear:
Sorry for I never tell you about this. I'm just don't wanna make you moody or what.

Get out from my life

I'm running to you ♥

2010-06-11T23:59:00.010+08:00

This is my diary about today. First, I wanna say sorry to my dear. It's really from my heart. Cause I know just now I'm very mou gao dai, just that he never tell and scold me. Sorry, dear. Erm..I'm talking about just now pasar malam. Sorry for I letting you wait for me long time, and I never pick up your call. Sorry for making you worried about me. I just wanna apologize for this. Sometimes I'm really didn't care about what people feeling. So sorry..

I'm trying my best to be a good lover.

Happy 17days together

♥

2010-06-09T21:46:00.003+08:00

This is my new blogger, my first post, and first time wrote about him in my diary. Sorry for long time never update my blog :)
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Thing that I wanna share today is.. I'm in relationship for two weeks ago. For me, this is not a big news. So please don't ask me why I never tell. Well, my boy's name Awss, he is 22 years old, his attitude such a little girl and he like to stick with me. Erm.. this is not a good thing, cause I'm not really like my lover 24 hours stick together with me. We're good now, just the first two days we've some small matter. But it's okay now. As I said, we need more time to knowing each other, need more love and trust. Thanks god for giving me a very good lover and I really appreciate it. I love you, my dear.

Nothing special recently, I'm enjoying my two weeks school holiday. Actually itsn't that good, cause I got no any family trip on this holiday, really bored. So I spending my holiday with my dear. Cause I promised lunch with him everyday. And today, the stupid bite my lips. Do you know that is really pain, babi you! Tomorrow need to wake up early, go and eat dim sam with dear. Yap Kah Yean please sleep early today. If not your dear can't awake you.
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Just now he told something that really stupid to me.. I really can feel how stupid he is. He told me just now he used the liquid detergent ( for washing clothes ) wash his hair. After that he only realize that it's not a hair shampoo. Cause his mum put the liquid detergent to the hair shampoo's bottle. But why can't he feel it? The smell its different right, dear? Hahaha..

This is all about today, my first post. Thank you